NiaadaeaieaIdiaeo "Aiaiiay eeoadaooda"Iaioadu


Eiinoaioeiiiieu

(Ec aiaaieea 18/31 aaeaady)

... Anee noiyou aa/adii ia iinoo /adac Cieioie Dia, ia ciaiaieoii iinoo iaaeao Aaeaoie e Noaiaoeii, oi aadoa ideiiieiaaony /oi-oi aeeai-ciaeiiia.

? xoi? ..

Aio /oi... oae noieony ia Odieoeii eee, aadiaa, ia Ieeieaaaneii iinoo a Iaodiadaaa. Cieioie Dia ? aoaoi Iaaa. Ii iaio noidiio ? eae aoaoi au Iaodiadaaneay noidiia, oai ? iaaadaaeiay. Ia i/aiu iiaiaea, ii anou /oi-oi iauaa.

Edaneai... I/aiu edaneaa yoa neioiiey iaiae...

Oieia iaidaduaii nodoeony /adac iino.

Oaiei...

Eae a oaieue aa/ad a ia/aea ieoyady a Iaodiadaaa.

Aiaea, aaa ana yoi? .. [253]

Oaie ueo ia adaoao Oadaadaaa...

Oaeaaa aiadaua a aeecie yoio iaenoiaue, ii oaeie edaneaue aaniidyaie, yoo aaeeiaouth n ieiadaoaie, eiaioaioth Eiinoaioeiiiieai, y neacae naiaio niooieeo ii aaaiio:

? Aiaea iie!.. Oaiadu y oieuei iiiye, /oi y aaaiui aaaii nodanoiue, oaaaeaaiiue... oodeioee.

ss aoiath, /oi yoi ianeieuei oodediaaiiia ooaadaeaaiea a cia/eoaeuiie iida ideiaieii ai anai donneei, aieae noauau caanu i/ooeaoeiny.

A eaoiienyo 1920 aia aoaao ioia/ai, eae aia iediiai caaiaaaiey Eiinoaioeiiiiey donneeie.

Oaie ueo ia adaoao Oadaadaaa...

Ueo yoio ai iadaca aan/eneaiiuo donneeo auaanie, ieaeaoia, aoeo, iauyaeaiee... Yoe ueou ? yiaeaia iediiai caaiaaaiey ? idiieeee ai ana iadaoeee yoiai /oaiaeuiiai oaina, eiaioaiiai noieeoae Oodoee, e oaeaeoaeuii a iaio iiaioee.

Iaaadii:

Caiey iaoa aaeeea e iaeeuia . ..

Ooo oiaea ieeaeiai iidyaea.. Iaiaidio, yoio aidia idiecaiaeo aia/aoeaiea ocaeiiaiiiai, odiie/aneiai, aaeiaiai aaniidyaea. Iiyoiio, aadiyoii, eiaaa donneea, aieiaiua e ieuea, iadooeeenu iadiiiie iannie ia yoo aadaeaaaado, aianoi anoanoaaiiie iaiaaenoe, eioidoth anaaaa ai anao nodaiao e aaeao aucuaatho oaeea iaoanoaey, ? aadoa ia, oaeaeaiea «anae Aadiia» e iaao aciue niaadoaiii iaiaeeaaiiue aicaean:

? Oadio odon, oadio...

Oi/ii iaoee adoa adoaa... Donneea e oodee nae/an neiaii iadaaeeaatho iaaiaue ianyo... Neo/aaa oaeaeoaeuii aiadiai, nadaa/iiai ioiioaiey, ? ia iada/anou... Iaiiai ii/oaiiiai aayoaey inoaiiaee ia oeeoa noadue oodie e, nidinea «odon?», ? aae aio eedo. Donneiio ioeoado ninaa ii odaiaath idaanoaaeeny, eae oodaoeee ioeoad, idaaeiaeee auou adocuyie, aioauee e naaa e [254] idaaeiaeee aio iieiaeio eiiiaou ca aanoaiie, eeou au aeeou n «odonii». Odaouaai oicyei eioaeie oaiuae, eae aidiaiai ainoy, e iaiodac ioeacaeny acyou ieaoo. Ana yoi /anoi i/aiu iaeaii, ii yoi anou... Donneei onooiatho i/adaae, n donneeo iaiuoa aadoo a iaaaceiao e iadeeiaoadneeo, aueacuaatho any/anee ciaee aieiaiey e ni/oanoaey, e iaa anai yoei, eae ianiu oidaeanoaothuae ethaae, aianoa n ieiadaoaie auaony e iaao aean iadiaa ? aean aiaeee.

? Oadio odon, oadio...

xai ana yoi iauyniyaony?

Iauyniaiee iiiai. Ai-iadauo, iauyniaiea idicae/aneia: donneea, ianiiody ia anth naith aaaiinou, ii iau/ath idaaeia, ia oidaothony a iaaaceiao e ia inoaiaaeeaathony iadaa oai, /oiau ec iineaaieo iyoeaanyoe ieanodia aanyou adineou ia /ae.

«Ia iineaaithth iyoadeo...». E oieuei donneea uaadu. Ana inoaeuiua, ianiiody ia naia aiaaonoai (neaci/iia a ndaaiaiee n donneeie), neoiu, eae e iieaaaaony eoeuoodiie caiaaiie iaoee. A iaaeao oai, oodee nae/an oae aaaiu, a iniaaiiinoe /eiiaie/anoai, eioidia, aia ciaao, neieuei adaiaie ia iieo/aei aeaeiaaiuy, /oi aua iaecaanoii, /ua iieiaeaiea ooaea: yoie aacaiiiie donneie oieiu, eioiday caeeea ana oeeou e iadaoeee ainoaideeiiiai aidiaa-aaeeiaoue, eee aea naieo oicyaa, iaoiayueony ia edath aieiaiie aacaiu.

Adoaia iauyniaiea ? «nuoue aieiaiiai ia dacoiaao». Cia/eo ? aieiaiue dacoiaao aieiaiiai. Iaa iaoee ? donneea e oodee ? ii/oe iaeiaeiai ian/anoiu. Iaa ii/oe eeoaiu ioa/anoaa. Iaa aeeth/aiu, aoiioaiu a dacdya iiaaaeaaiiuo «aadaeaaaie-iiaaaeoaeuieoaie».

ss iiiith, eae idioannid Iaod Ieoaeeiae/ (iaaeaoiadiaiee) ai anth iiuu naiaai aaeeeieaiiiai aadeoiia aiciouaeny ia oeeoao iaiiai aidiaa yoei oadieiii.

? «Aadaeaau-iiaaaeoaeuieou».. Eaaeaony, a iediaie enoidee ia auei neo/ay, /oiau a ioeoeaeuiuo aiaiaidao eee odaeoaoao oiiodaaeyeanu oaeay oadieiieiaey. Anaaaa ana aadaeaau iaicia/aeenu ii eiaie: Aiaeey, Odaioey, Eoaeey... Aa aaau iediue aiaiaid iioiio e iacuaaaony [255] iediui, /oi aieia eii/eeanu... E iao oaea aieiu ? iao iiaaa... Iediui aiaiaidii ainnoaiaaeeaathony «aeieiiaoe/aneea ioiioaiey» ni anai ecuneaiiui deooaeii iaaeaoiadiaiie aaaeeeainoe. E aadoa ? «aadaeaau-iiaaaeoaeuieou...».

? Ae/u! Ndaaiaaaeiaua!..

E aio, ii-aeaeiiio, ia oiia iauae iaeau dacuaduaaaony yoa donnei-oodaoeay ethaiau...

«Chaque vilain trouve sa vilaine», ? neaaeoo odaioocu

Eaaii... «Oieaeaiiua e ineidaeaiiua», ? neaaeai iu. E anee oodee aua aieaa oieaeaiu, oi, aaau, iu aua aieaa ineidaeaiu.

Aa, iu ineidaeaiu, idaaeaa anaai, ineidaeaiu... Yoe eiinoaioeiiiieuneea donneea, yoe aaoe aaneiia/iuo yaaeoaoee, aeeaaa anaai /oanoaotho ineidaeaiea... Eai yoi oa, eioidua, ianiiody ie ia /oi, inoaaaeenu aadiuie Aioaioa... Yoi oa, eioidua odaieou nithciue aiaiaid, caeeth/aiiue ainoaadai eiiadaoidii, ii/eoaee naiae nayuaiiie iaycaiiinouth... Yoi oa, eioidua, anee ia auee oaadaiu a iiiiue e aeaaiaadiinoe, oi ana aea auee oaaaeaaiu, /oi eo aoaoo oaaaeaou...

Aianoi oaaaeaiey...

Aio ia Grand'rue de Pera odaioocneee «aidiaiaie» inoaiaaeeaaao donneeo ioeoadia, idiaadyy aieoiaiou... Oii, iaiadu, yoi iaaeia oaaoaiea ca doeaa, eee, /oi aua ooaea, iioeiiuaaiea ii iea/o, yoio iiediaeoaeunoaaiii-iaadaaeiue oii, aeano, eiaaa ? iieoadaiioiue ? ii, iaeiiao, iaeaao ia aieoiaioa odaioocneia doeiideeeaanoai:

«Vue a larrivee» ? ana yoi canoaaeyao noenioou coau...

Ia eaeii iniiaaiee yoio ainiiaei ia iadauaaony ei iia oae, eae iieaaaaony nieaaoo iadauaouny e ioeoado? Dacaa y ia ioeoad?

Ii, aaau, y auaadaeae ana ioeoadneea yecaiaiu... ss iioadye ana ? daoeoaeuii ia naaoa aey diaeiu, «ediia /anoe»...

«Sauf l'honneur»... oae ii/aio aea iaiy ineidaeytho, ca /oi?

Ao, aaau, iie «aadaeaau-iiaaaeoaeuieou»... [256]

Ii, iaeiiao, eiai aea iie iiaaaeee? .. Aaau, Dinney auea. n ieie e anee iia ia aioea ai adonoaada,, oi iioiio, /oi auea oyaeaei daiaia a aith... Ii/aio aa ca/eneeee a dacdya iiaaaeaaiiuo? ..

Iioiio /oi...

Iioiio /oi odaioocu e adoaea ia aidinee aua ai oiai, /oiau uaaeou «aieuioth iaoeth». A iaaeaoiadiaiuo ioiioaieyo oadeo ndaaiaaaeiaua ? aae caadeiue.

Aida caaieaaoei!..

E aio aaa «aieuiuo /aeiaaea», ? Oodoey, aaaii caaieaaoay, e Dinney, iaaaaii oyaeaei caiaiiaoay, ? einoeieoeaii oyioony adoa e adoao... e e iei iaeiaeiai aeanoiee... aeanoiee idacdaieai caidiauo e aieuiui...

Ii iiieii yoiai, anou, ii-aeaeiiio, eaeia-oi daniieiaeaiea dan. Donneea e oodee eae aoaoi au /oanoaotho daniaia aea/aiea adoa e adoao. ssaeaiea idioeaiiieiaeiiai naienoaa iacuaaaony «haine de race». Ia ciath, eae iadaaanoe yoo «daniaoth neiiaoeth»... Aio, ii-aeaeiiio, idaayony idinoi donneea e oodee adoa adoao. Oieuei yoei iiaeii, a eiioa eiioia, iauynieou yoio aiieiedothuee iaa anai aicaean:

? Oadio odon, oadio...

Ia aoiath, /oiau iannu auee iinayuaiu a oaeiu e eiodeae iieeoeee. Ia aoiath, /oiau caanu eadaee dieu caiuneu Eaiaeu-Iaoe...

Aa e eaeiau yoe caiuneu ? eoi eo ciaao... Oioyo ee aaenoaeoaeuii, /oiau aaiadae Adaiaaeu caiye Eiinoaioeiiiieu? ..

Ai anyeii neo/aa, a/ada oidaeanoaaiii e ioeoeaeuii iidiaadaaeinu ecaanoea, iooaiiie oodaoeeie aacaoaie:

«Aaiadae Adaiaaeu, ai aeaaa 10000 iodyaa e eiay a oueo 30 000 ioaidiiai aienea, caiye Odaeeth. Ada/aneea aienea aaaoo a iaieea». Ide yoii aue iiiauai iidodao aaiadaea Adaiaaey.

Yoi oadaeoadii aey oiai, a eaeii iaidaaeaiee daaioaao iuneu. Yoe aacaou eae aoaoi oieeatho «Aueay ec eaaadae, [257] caeie Odaeeth. ? adaee iiaaaoo... E ioou ia Eiinoaioeiiiieu naiaiaai...».

? Oadio, odon, oadio...

Oaie ueo ia adaoao Oadaadaaa . ..

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N iaideau/ee eeiyoie aieuoiai aidiaa eae aoaoi au iuyieo. Ana eoaa-oi ianaony... Iaidaduaiie nodoae aaaeeo oieia... odoaii auaadaeaou, noieuei eeo... Oai aieaa, /oi iieiaeia ec ieo eaaeoony ciaeiiuie, iioiio /oi iie donneea... Aaa y eo aeaae anao, eiaaa?.. A Iaodiadaaa, Eeaaa, Iineaa, Iaanna... Iaii adaiy a 1914 aiao, ai adaiy iediaie aieiu, y eo aeaae anao a Aaeeoee ? ai Euaiaa. Eiaaa aieuoaaeee caoaaoeee aeanou a Iaodiadaaa e Iineaa, y aeaae eo anao a Eeaaa, iia aunieie doeie aaoiaia Neidiiaaneiai... Iioii eo iiaeii auei aeaaou a Aeaoadeiiaada... Iicaea iie caeeaaee oeeou Dinoiaa... A 1919 aiao iie dacaeeenu iaaeao Dinoiaii, Eeaaii e Oadueiaii, ii a ia/aea 1920 a. noieieeenu a Iaanna e Iiaidinneenea... Iaeiiao, iineaaiaa eo ideaaaeeua aue Naaanoiiieu.

E aio oaiadu caanu...

Oaie ueo ia adaoao Oadaadaaa . . .

Ana eoaa-oi ianaony... Ethae, yeeiaaee, iaenoiai caaiyuea odaiaae, aithuea ia ana aieina aaa aaoiiiaeee...

Ana aeanoeo, ana naadeaao... oee/iua oiiade, iuyiyuea aieiaiue donneee aoo aeodeiu, neaiyuea aeaca oaduioidii.

Ana ede/eo... ana odaaiaeeo aicaoo ianodieiie nianuth ycueia... ii /aua anaai neuoai donneee...

Eee iia oae oieuei eaaeaony...

Iao, donneeo aaenoaeoaeuii iaenoiaia eiee/anoai... E anee caeoe a iinieunoai eee, niane aiaea, a eiinoeuneee aaid, ? ooo nieioiay donneay oieia... Ana yoi aaeaeaony, eoaa-oi niaoeo, /oi-oi aaeaao, i /ai-oi oeiii/ao, /oi-oi euao...

Aieuoa anaai ? «aecu» ai ana nodaiu naaoa... [258]

Ii, eaaeaony, ana nodaiu «caedueenu». Ia oioyo donneeo... ieeoi ia oi/ao, e aaaea aaeeeiaooiua, aadiua nithcieee...

E oieuei ooo, a noieeoa iadiaa, n eioidui iu aiaaaee aaea, aiaaaee e a iineaaithth aieio, a noieeoa, ia eioidoth iu noieuei dac e niaadoaiii ioeduoi idaoaiaiaaee, aeaeay acyou aa naaa, oieuei ooo ianaony iaoiie/iue edee;

? Oadio odon, xapoo...

xoaaniu aaea oaiy, ainiiae!..

Donneay oadeiau a iinieunoaa...

Anyeee ciaao, eae auaaao o anaiiuiie... Oae e auei...

Ii yoe neiaa, oaeea ciaeiiua, oieuei oaiadu iieo/eee ianoiyuoth oaio. Oieuei iu, donneea, dannayiiua ii anaio naaoo, auoadiaaoea ana, iiaeai eo iiiyou ai eiioa.

? I eniuouaathueo, iooaoanoaothueo, iaaoaothueo, nodaaeaoueo, ieaiaiiuo, e i nianaiee eo, iedii, ainiiae, iiiieeiny...

? Ainiiae, iiieeoe!..

Iiieeoe, iiieeoe, iiieeoe, ainiiae!.. xoi iiaeei neacaou aieuoa...

? I ieaaathueo...

Yoi Aeiea ? ieaaoee... Ii aea nae/an ieaaaao aaa-oi iia Aodeeie, a Aecadoa. Inoaaeaiiue iiith a Naaanoiiiea, ii iaiyeny iaodinii ia ieiiiinao... Iaeu/eeo iyoiaaoaou eao...

? I iooaoanoaothueo...

Aio oae neieuei y iooaoanoaoth... yoi, cia/eo, auei iineaaiee dac, eiaaa y aeaae Dinneth 29 naioyady... Iineaaiaa, /oi y io iaa aeaae, aue yoio aaoeieu/aoue iaye... Idinoe, aaoeieu/aoue... E aio io/aai anaaaa ia iai auea eaeay-oi ia/aeuiay e ediie/aneay oniaoea!.. Aaaea oiaaa, eiaaa iu aaaeaee ec Iaannu e eeeothuea iiaoiaeee e iaio... Ii ciae, /oi yoi iaeaaiiai... A aaa Aiaea?.. Oiaea «iooaoanoaothuee»... [259]

— Iaaoaoaiueo...

Aio iieo/ee oaeaadaiio, /oi Naoa, adao Yoaia, aaa-oi aaeyaony a eaeii-oi ainieoaea eee ia noaia a i/aiu oyaeaeie aieacie... A aaa, ? iaeoe ia iiao...

? Nodaaeaoueo...

Neieuei eo, nodaaeaoueo... ii ec anao ieo iaei, eiia/ii, aeeaea... iia eaaeaony, /oi ii nodaaeaao aieuoa adoaeo, oioy y ciath, /oi yoi ia oae... Ii, eae e ana... Eyey... Anee aeea, aunodaaae aanu iioia, ana aie, ana yaaeoaoee e ainodaauaaao a eaaadyo... Anee aeea... A anee e aeea, oi, iiaeao auou, eneaea/ai, ecdaiai. Oaeei eiaiii ii idenieeny iia naaiaiy... Ia eao, iaa eaaie adiauth, nodaoiue neaa... Adoaay ioey idioea, ieiei eiiaoee... a aua iaio, aiaideo, iaai auioou... Yoi ciaeiiia, eaaeouaany iia oaeei caia/aoaeuiui eeoi n aeacaie nodaaathuae aacaee, eaeia-oi noaei adoaia, naay ia iaoiayuaa...

? Ieaiaiiuo...

Iaiiai ieaiaiiiai oaea iao... Ian/anoiue Yoai iiaea... Dannodaeyee... Yoi y oaea caanu ociae...

E neieuei eo anao...

Ainiiae, ainiiae, iiieeoe!..

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Naaiaiy ianooiaao Iiaue aia... Aey anaai ieda, ediia ian.

Eoi yoi iu?.. Iu ? «adaiaeaeenou»...

Iu aoaai idacaiiaaou Iiaue aia ii-noadiio.

Iu iaie a oaeii ieda.

E ana-oaee idaau iu, a ia iie...

Eai noadia aadiaony...

Iediaay daaeoey iaecaaaeia.

? Aiaea?!..

Aa, yoi aue ii.

Iu noieeioeenu ia Grand'rue de Dera... [261]

— Eae aea au? Eae yoi neo/eeinu?!

? Iiy enoidey edaoea... Oi anou, aa iiaeii edaoei danneacaou, a auei anaai... Io, neiaii, 30 naioyady (ii-noadiio) iaiy auadineei ia doiuineee aadaa o Oadaadaaneiai iayea... Aaa ianyoa y idiaue a Doiuiee... Doiuiu ana ieeae ia iiaee nia/aea iidaaaeeou, eoi iu ? aieuoaaeee eee «adaiaeaeenou»... A iioii, eiaaa oaaaeeenu, /oi adaiaeaeenou, idinoi oyioeenu anyeea oidiaeuiinoe... Iadauaeenu ia yoio dac iaaodii, ia oi, /oi oiaaa... A eiiaaa aaaea auee i/aiu ieeu. A ia/aea aaeaady e iiiae a Aieaadeth... e caoai aio a/ada nthaa... Io, danneacuaae...

? Ana danneacuaaou, yoi i/aiu aieai...

? Io, ia ana... naiia aaaeiia...

? Naiia aaaeiia... y noadaeny auiieieou ana, /oi auei iia iido/aii. Aia/aea ana oei aeaaiiieo/ii... Iu oiaaa ideoee a oo ii/u ia aadaa, eae oneiaeeenu..., Idiaeaaee... aan ia auei... Daoeee, /oi cia/eo iaeucy auei aueoe... iu oae e iiiyee, /oi ooidi... Caoai, ? caoai noaei ooaea.

? xoi-ieaoau ociae idi Yoaia?

? Ociae. Aaoa daaei auei iieo/aii... e aaaea iinea yoiai aai nae/an aea iadaaaee ec /dacau/aeee a othduio, oeo/oeee ieuo e noaee eia/a iadauaouny... Aaaea eae-oi io iaai ideoeth eaeia-oi niiauaiea... ii idaaoidaaeaae, /oiau auee inoidiaeiu, /oi iie i/aiu inaaaiieaiu... /oi ii nianai auei, ideaioiaeeny e niadoe e aue niieiai e aioia... Oaiadu o iaai iiyaeeanu iaaaaeaa... ia /oi, ii ia ciaao: /oi ooaea...

? Ii iiaea?.. iaaadiia?

? Aa... a eiioa eiioia, dannodaeyee... Yoi y oaea caanu ociae ? ec nieneia dannodaeyiiuo...

? Ii io/aai? Eaeay ieii/aoaeuiay ide/eia?

? Iaeucy iiiyou... Eiaaa-ieaoau, iiaeao auou, ociaai...

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? ss naaeae ana, /oi iaai, e oidaiaae oethieo... a oi adaiy yoi e neo/eeinu. [261]

— xoi «yoi»?..

? Au aiaideee iia caienuaaou eioadaniia... yoio yiecia y caienae...

? Io, oidioi... iieaai eoaa-ieaoau... Iie idacaiotho Iiaue aia.

Iai ia/aai idacaiiaaou... ana daaii... ca noaeaiii aeia idi/oe iia...


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