Niaadaeaiea • Idiaeo "Aiaiiay eeoadaooda" • Iaioadu
Naaanoiiieu
Ianiiody ia oi, /oi iu ideoee ia aaiedaeuneii noaia e iaaaaee n «eiioeioii», ian aey aadiinoe ana aea iaidaaeee idyii n Adaoneie idenoaie, a «iidneoth eiioddacaaaeo».
Ii aidiaa a ieia iaiiai aiia y aadoa oaeaae ciaeiioth oeaodo I. I. Euaiaa. A oi aea iaiiaaiea a ieia ieacaeenu adoaea adoaeaneea eeoa, a ia aaadyo y idi/ae:
? «Daaaeoey „Aaeeeie Dinnee». Iniiaaia A. A. Ooeuaeiui».
Anoda/a auea niioaaonoaothuay.
? Ainiiae, iu eae dac ianoaeaaee oanooth aadneth aaoae aeaaee. N oiai naaoa au, ? n oiai naaoa!..
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E aio ia/aeenu iaoe aia/aoeaiey auoiaoaa n oiai naaoa.
A eiioddacaaaea ian ideciaee ieii/aoaeuii. Audaceeinu yoi a oii, /oi ian niaaaeee aieoiaioaie, ainnoaiiaeaoeie iaoa, anee ia aiadia, oi ianoiyuaa eiy. N yoie ieioou iu, oae neacaou, daiaodeediaaeenu, aiiau noaee adaaeaaiaie «yoiai naaoa»... [206]
Iu auoee ia eaeoth-oi oeeoo, eioidoth y oiaaa ia ciae. E yoa oeeoa e ana a iae eacaeinu ia oi, /oiau ai nia, a eae a eeiaiaoiadaoa. xoi-oi naia, ciaeiiia, nodaoii aeeaia e daaeuiia, ii aua iaooaaoeiia. Eacaeinu, /oi iu eae au ia eiaai idaaa ia ana yoi, ia iiaeai n yoei neeouny ? neiaii, /oi yoi ia «i odao eciadaieyo», a oieuei ia yedaia...
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Oeeou iieiu iadiaii, e eaeei iadiaii. Idaaeiei e aaaea eae aoaoi au iioidioaaoei.
Ianna, ioeoadia, /anoi iadyaiuo, oioy e ii-iiaiio iadyaiuo, ianna, aai ? oeeadiuo aai, aaaea eiiaaa edaneauo, ecaic/eee, aaoiiiaeee, iauyaeaiey eiioadoia, eaeoee, niadaiee, iaiyeuiua eaaee ia eaaeaii oaao, neoeuioodiua adoau aeiiadaaa e anyeeo odoeoia, a aeaaiia iaaaceiu... Dineiou aeodei:... iniaaiiay, eduineay... e ana ooo, /oi oaiaii...
Eaoa, danoidaiu...
Naiaiaii, iadyaii, ooiii, ii/oe aanaei....
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Ii ii/aio aea yoi ia iaoa, ii/aio? ..
Iioiio ee, /oi iu ia aidieenu ca yoi, a oieuei aaaeaee nthaa, ? ia aioiaia?
Ii aaau oiaaa, a iidoo, a Iaanna... Dacaa ia «ca iaoeie nieiaie» iiiaea ec oao, /oi caanu, auaoaee nthaa?
Eee iioiio, /oi iu iaidaaiu oae, /oi ia ian iaida/eaathony e /oi o ian iao adioa a eadiaia!..
Eee nianai, nianai ii adoaie ide/eia?
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Eae au oai ie auei, oioaeinu au auieou eioa. Ie/aai ia iiaaeaaou ? aodaeoeneay ideau/ea.
? Aaneeee Aeoaeuaae/!.. Au!.. N oiai naaoa!
Iauyoey, oaeaeaiey.
? Eiia/ii, o aan iao aaiaa... ss aai aai nae/an... Ii, idinoeoa, oieuei ionoyee... aio noi ouny/.. [207]
ss danedue aeaca:
? Noi ouny/ ? ionoyee? ..
Ii eiaaa iu caoee auieou eioa, iainoidiaeii nuaee ide yoii /oi-oi e caieaoeee ianeieuei ouny/, ? y iiiye...
? Eaadoeda?
? Niaadoaiii iaaiciiaeii ainoaou... Aaeinoaaiiue niinia ? iiianoeouny ia noaia.
? Ia noaia?...
? Ooo iiiai eidaaeae noieo a iidoo. Iiiai aaoeo adocae aeeaao... ss aan onodith...
E, aaenoaeoaeuii, ian onodieee. E n oao iid iu, oae neacaou, iioee ii oeioo: nia/aea ia «Aanoa», iiea iia ia ooea a iida, iioii ia «Aiau/a», eioiday /adac iaeioidia adaiy ooea ca «Aanoie», e, a eiioa eiioia, ia aeaaioa ? «Deiia», 13000 oiii eioidiai ia aaniieiyo ii ionoyeai.
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Iadaua aie ooee ia iauyoey e dannidinu. Adocae iiiai, ii neieueeo iao... Eoi iiaea, eoi...
Eiua iiaeaee a aith,
Adoaea...
anee ia «eciaieee», oi ioioee a noidiio.
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Idaaeaa anaai, iaai iaaouny...
Iaaaatho...
Iaoau ? 90000 doaeae, doaaoea ? 30000,
adthee oieuiaua ? 40 000...
? Ii aaau anee eoieou naiia iaiaoiaeiia, oi o iaiy aoaao ianeieuei ieeeeiiia aieao!..
ss ideoae a oaean. Ii iia iauynieee, /oi caanu ana «ieeeeiiadu»... a yoii niunea...
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? Ii eae aea aeeaoo ethae? Neieuei iieo/atho ioeoadu? [208]
— Oaiadu iieo/atho ieiei oanoeaanyoe ouny/ a ianyo.
Ii ia odiioa ? yoi nianai adoaia. Oai aaoaaea. Aiiaua aea, eae-oi aeeaoo.
? E ia adaayo?
? Iao, ia adaayo, a iauai .. Iioea adoaay iiaa Au aoiaaoa, eae ide Aaieeeia .. Iao, iao, ? oaiadu eia/a... Eae yoi naaeaeinu ? aia aai ciaao, ? ii naaeaeinu... Oaiadu ioaeeea odiioou ? aiaea niodaie. Nae/an neaanoaea e noa... Oaiadu n ioaeeeii oaoeathony
«Oaoeathony»... Oae... Ii ana-oaee iiiaiai ia iieio.
Iaideiad
? Io/aai oaeay aidiaiaecia.?
? Oaddeoidey iaeaiueay, a ia/aoaai aaiaa neieuei aeacao.
? A /oi aea aoaao?
? Io, yoiai ieeoi ia ciaao.
? A au ciaaoa, /oi aieuoaaeee inoaiiaeeenu a yoii niunea, ia iiauoatho noaaie
? Aoaoi? Neieuei o ieo aeaeiaaiey?
? Ia nauoa aanyoe ouny/. A oi iyou, naiu...
? A oaiu? Oeaa? ..
? Oeaa ? noi iyouaanyo. A caanu? ..
? Caanu ia aacadao ieiei odaonio.
? A adoaea idaaiaou? Io, aeiiadaa, iaideiad?
? Aeiiadaa ? ouny/a doaeae.
? xoi ca /aiooa. A Iaanna oidioay auiy noieo iyouaanyo.
? A aio au oaeaeoa, /oi caanu aaenoaeoaeuii eae dac ana iaiaidio... Caanu aadoai ooaea, a iecai eo/oa Aa, aa... Idaanoaauoa naaa, /oi a yoii «aaeiaaadaaeneii Eduio» oyaeaeaa anaai aeeou oai, eoi ide/eneyaony e nioeaeuiui aadoai... Iecu aea, daai/ea e edanouyia, aeeaoo caanu iaeciadeii eo/oa, /ai a «daai/a-edanouyineie danioaeeea» E ide/eia oa, ? /oi a Eduio oaiu ia idaaiaou iadaie iaiaoiaeiinoe, aio eae ia oeaa, ndaaieoaeuii ieceea. A ia oi, aac /aai iiaeii iaieoenu, eae, iaideiad, aeiiadaa, i/aiu aunieea.
ss oaaaeeny, /oi yoi idaaaa. Aey ideiada aicuiai cadaaioie daai/aai a. Iaanna e Naaanoiiiea. A Iaanna i/aiu [209] oidioee cadaaioie aey daai/aai ? iyoiaaoaou ouny/ a ianyo. A caanu ouny/ oanouaanyo, ainaiuaanyo e iiiai aieuoa. A oaia oeaaa, aeaaiiai idaaiaoa iiodaaeaiey, caanu oieuei a aaa daca aidiaea. Neaaiaaoaeuii, anee eciadyou cadaaioie iaanneiai daai/aai ia oeaa, oi aueaao, /oi ia naie iany/iue cadaaioie ii iiaeao eoieou aaa n iieiaeiie ioaa oeaaa, a naaanoiiieuneee ? iyou ioaia e auoa.
? Eae aea yoiai ainoeaee caanu o aan a Eduio?
? N iaiie noidiiu, iauyaeaia naiaiaa oidaiaee, a n adoaie noidiiu, idaaeoaeunoai aunooiaao, eae iiuiue eiieodaio, auadanuaay aaeaaiaaii ia duiie aieuoea eiee/anoaa oeaaa ii oaena, oi anou aaaia aaoaaea duii/iiai...
? Ii ana aea... a Naaanoiiiea i/aiu odoaii aeeou?
? Eae eiio... Eiua niaeoeedotho, adoaea /anoii oidaotho, odaoue iiadaaaouaatho... Aio, aeaeoa yoiai ioeoada n yoie aaduoiae?
? Io?..
? Iie nae/an iaa aicadauathony ec iidoa...
? xoi iie oai aaeaee?
? Adoceee... oyaeanoe oaneaee... iaoee, yueee, adiaa, niadyau... i/aiu oidioi ieaoyo...
? Io, iaideiad...
? Ouny/ ai nidiea auaiiytho iaeioidua ca ianeieuei /anoa... oi anou ca ii/u...
? E ioeoadai dacdaoaii?
? Dacdaoaii.
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Iaai iiaiyouny ii oadaeoadiie aey Naaanoiiiey edooie eaiaiiie eanoieoa, eioiday caiaiyao oeeoo. Oai. iaaadoo ? aii-iniaiye. O aaadae ii/aoiua /aniaua ? eacaee eiiaiy, ? yiaeaia noaaee.
A iaaieuoie ideaiiie iiiai iadiaa. Idienoiaeo ianeieuei anoda/. Aio A. I. Adaaiiedia, yen-idaiuad aaieeeineiai iadeiaa e auaoee iaianoiee eeaaneee. xaeiaae aieaa, idaaie/anee ianiiniaiue e eiodeaa, ii ia iiaiyeny acyou ioaaonoaaiiinou, eiaaa aai iicaaee, e ooae a iedioth oaiu, eiaaa ieacaeinu, /oi aai «ia odaaoaony».. Iinea onoaiiaeaiiuo odainoaiaaioaeuiuo oaeaeaiee e [210] ideaaonoaee, iu iaiaieaaainy ianeieueeie odacaie ii nouanoao.
? xai aieaa y aoiath iai anai, ? aiaideo A. I. Adaaiiedia, ? oai aieaa y ideoiaeo e oaaaeaaieth, /oi ana yoi oieuei... yoaiu. Aaieeei aue yoai. Aithnu auou ieioei ididieii, ii, iia eaaeaony, oi, /oi nae/an, ? oiaea yoai...
E iai iiaoiaeo «iinadaadaiiue» /aeiaae a /ano/a e n odaiii ia uaea... Ii /oou iinoadae, ii oaeie aea... Yoi A. A. Edeaioaei... Iiiiuiee aeaaiieiiaiaothuaai, oaiadaoiee idaiuad, adaaeaaineee idaaeoaeu Eduia.
ss aeaaii aniaodeaathnu a aai eeoi. Eiaaa-oi idaaay doea Noieuieia, yoio /aeiaae naaeae iiiai a adaiaeiciii aaea Iaoda Adeaauaae/a, a oie caiaeuiie daoidia, eioiday iaia oieuei iiaea nianoe Dinneth io nioeaeecia, ? eae ii nae/an? Inoaeanu ee aueay yiadaey?
O iaiy inoaaony niooiia, /oanoai. E aadeony e iao. Eaaeaony, iaaeiieeinu /oi-oi a iai... Auaadaeeo ee?
Aio I. A. Aadiaoeee, iie noidiiiee a aaea ieodthediaaiey oae iacuaaaiie iaanneie aaoiiiiee.
Iaod Aiaaaiiae/ Nodoaa.
Ii oieuei /oi aadioeny ec Iadeaea, aaa oaaeinu «ideciaou Adaiaaey».
? Iia ioaeii n aaie iiaiaideou... eae neaaoao.
Iia oiaea ioaeii, ii y oaea /oanoaoth, eaeia iaidyaeaiea caanu o anao. Ciaeiiia iaidyaeaiea... Oae aeeaoo ana ethae, eioidui iaai aeanoaiaaou.
Ao, adocuy «oidaaeyaiua»... anee au au ciaee, /oi yoi ca iiaeia daianei, «daianei idaaeoaeae»... Naiua ian/anoiua ethae a naaoa. Yoi oae ianoadieii ooiieoaeuii, ? ioaeii auou aa/iui noidiaeai naiaai adaiaie n naieo nee, eia/a aan dacidaoo eee caaaayo ae/ouea e aeaaeaouea «iiaiaideou».
Aey aeanoe ioaeii auou diaeaaiiui.
Diaeaaiia, ia nioaidaiia...
E oae eae ethae caauee, eae «auaiaeou iidiao aeanoeoaeae», oi iiyoiio iie e anoda/athony oae daaei.
Ioaidyaony aaadu, i ia iidiaa iiyaeyaony aunieay oeaoda oiai, eiai ni ceinoe aieuoaaeee iacuaatho «eduineei oaiii».
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Aaiadae Adaiaaeu anodaoee iaiy i/aiu ideaaoeeai.
? Iiaeaeoeoa, iiaeaeoeoa... oaeanii daa aan aeaaou... Iu aaau aan iioidiieee... Io, iicaieuoa aan iicadaaeou...
ss ia aeaae aaiadaea Adaiaaey ieiei aiaa. Oiaaa (yoi auei a Oadeouia) ii iadaie/ae. Ii oieuei /oi iadaaeee exanthematieus, o iaai auee neeuii caiaaoea aeaca, ii aua /oi-oi ediia yoiai. Eaeia-oi aaniieienoai, iaaiaieunoai «iauaai iidyaea». Ii naadaeeaaeny, ideau/iue e aenoeieeia, ii /oi-oi a iai eeiaei. Iia eacaeinu oiaaa, /oi ii iaaiaieai nodaoaaeae «aeaai», o. a. ia Oedaeio, e oi/ao idaaioeaiaiaie ideaioaoee ? ia Aieao, ia niaaeiaiea n Eie/aeii, /oi, iiaeao auou, aaei auei aeoaaea.
Iaiy iidaceea iadaiaia. a aai eeoa. Ii iiiieiaae, danoaae. Eacaeinu au, /oi oyaeanou, naaeeaoayny ia iaai oaiadu, iandaaieia n oie, eioidoth ii ian aai, a Oadeouia. Ii iao, eiaiii nae/an a iai /oanoaiaaeanu ia iadaie/athuay yiadaey, a niieieiia iaidyaeaiea i/aiu neeuiiai, iinoiyiiiai oiea.
ss ioaaoee:
? Iao, iicaieuoa iia aan iicadaaeou... y nian oieuei naith nianoaaiioth iadniio, a au nianee... y ia ciath, eae yoi audaceou... ia/oi...
ss danodiaaeny e ia iaoae neia.
Ii ideoae iia ia iiiiuu.
? ss anaaaa aoiae ? oae... Anee oae eii/aou, oi, ii edaeiae iada, aac iicida... Eiaaa y ideiye eiiaiaiaaiea, aaei auei i/aiu aaciaaaaeii... Ii y oioae oiou inoaiiaeou yoi iicideua, yoi aaciadacea, eioidia idienoiaeei... Oeoe, ii oiou, ii edaeiae iada, n /anouth... E nianoe, iaeiiao, oi, /oi iiaeii... Neiaii, idaedaoeou eaaae.. Aio iadaay caaa/a... Aaaaeoa nyaai...
Iu naee.
? Io, yoa iadaay caaa/a aieaa eee iaiaa oaaeanu... e oiaaa aadoa ieacaeinu, /oi iu iiaeai aua niidioeaeyouny... Ieacaeinu oi, ia /oi, a nouiinoe aiaidy, i/aiu odoaii auei dann/eouaaou. Iu eo auaiaee ec Eduia e [212] oaiadu dacaeaaai iiadaoee... Ii y aieaeai nae/an aea neacaou, /oi y ia caaathnu oedieeie ieaiaie... ss n/eoath, /oi iia iaiaoiaeii aueadaou adaiy... ss ioee/ii iiieiath, /oi aac iiiiue donneiai ianaeaiey iaeucy ie/aai naaeaou... Iieeoeeo caaiaaaiey Dinnee iaai inoaaeou...
Aaau y aea iiiith.. Iu aea /oanoaiaaee naay, eae a caaiaaaiiii ainoaadnoaa... Oae iaeucy .. Iaeucy aiaaaou ni anai naaoii... Iaai ia eaeiai-oi iiadaouny... Ia a niunea aaiaaiaee eaeie-ieaoau, a aey oiai, /oiau eiaou, idaaeaa anaai, caian /aeiaa/aneie neeu, ec eioidie iiaeii /adiaou; anee y dacadinathnu, o iaiy ia oaaoeo... oiai, /oi o iaiy nae/an anou, ia iiaeao oaaoeou ia oaadaeaiea aieuoie oaddeoidee... Aey oiai, /oiau aa oaadaeaou, iaai adaou ooo aea ia ianoa ethaae e oeaa .. Ii aey oiai, /oiau aiciiaeii auei yoi, odaaoaony ecaanoiay ineoieiae/aneay iiaaioiaea. Yoa ineoieiae/aneay iiaaioiaea, eae iia iiaeao auou naaeaia? Ia idiiaaaiaie aea, a naiii aaea... Ieeoi oaiadu neiaai ia aadeo. ss /aai aiaeaathnu? ss aiaeaathnu, /oiau a Eduio, /oiau oiou ia yoii eei/ea, naaeaou aeeciu aiciiaeiie... Io, neiaii, /oiau, oae neacaou, ? iieacaou inoaeuiie Dinnee... aio o aan oai eiiioieci, oi anou aieia e /dacau/aeea, a caanu: eaao caiaeuiay daoidia, aaiaeony aieinoiia cainoai, caaiaeony iidyaie e aiciiaeiay naiaiaa... Ieeoi oaay ia aooeo, ieeoi oaay ia io/aao ? aeeae, eae aeeeinu...
Io, neiaii, iiuoiia iiea... Ai ecaanoiie noaiaie yoi oaaaony... Eiia/ii, ethaae iioaaoaao... y anao ciao... y oai ia niiodth, ia iieadaaona eaaaa, ia iieadaaona idaaaa. ? yoi iia aacdacee/ii... Iiaeaou aaeaou ? aaeae. E oae iia iaai aueadaou adaiy... /oiau, oae neacaou, aeaaa iioea: /oi aio a Eduio iiaeii aeeou. Oiaaa iiaeii aoaao aaeaaouny aiadaa, ? iaaeaiii, ia oae, eae iu oee ide Aaieeeia iaaeaiii, caedaieyy ca niaie caoaa/aiiia. Oiaaa ioiyoua o aieuoaaeeia aoaadiee aoaoo enoi/ieeii iaoae neeu a ia neaainoe, eae auei daiuoa.. Aoyaeaaou eo iaai a aiduao ii nouanoao .. /oiau iie oiaea aidieenu, /oiau ei au ca /oi aidiouny .. Iaiy aio /oi eioadanoao .. eae au aoiaaoa... aieuoaaeee oaea ainoaoi/ii iaaiaee? [213]
ss ia aadonu n oi/iinouth ioaaoeou aai ca aadaaith. Ii naaaaieyi, eioidua y eiae, a aadaaiyo eo oiaea iaiaaeayo, ii ana-oaee yoi ia ee/iua aia/aoeaiey... y iiao aai neacaou ia Iaanna... Oai aieuoaaeeia donneia ianaeaiea iaiaaeaeo nieiou... a aadae ? iaiieiaeio...
? Oae /oi au aoiaaoa, /oi iiiaio ianooiee. Nae/an iai, eiia/ii, i/aiu iiiiaatho iieyee... Iaoa ianooieaiea aiciiaeii iioiio, /oi /anou nee iadauaia ia Iieuoo.
? A iie ia iiaaaaoo ii naiaio iaueiiaaieth?
? Iiaoo, eiia/ii... Ii iaeucy aea ia iieuciaaouny yoei aeaaiideyoiui ianoiyoaeunoaii -
A anee iiaaaaoo, /oi oiaaa? - -
Oiaaa, eiia/ii, aoaao odoaii... y iaaathnu oaadaeaou Edui... -
? E ceiiaaou? ..
? Aa, ceiiaaou, eiia/ii. Iaai iaania/eouny oeaaii.. oeaa aoaao. ss naaeae oae: y aae aiciiaeiinou ethayi iaaeeaaouny ss dacdaoath ei yeniido cadia a Eiinoaioeiiiieu, /oi nodaoii aey ieo auaiaii. Ii ca yoi ana inoaeuiia iie aieaeiu ioaaaaou iia. E oeaa anou. ss noith ca naiaiaioth oidaiaeth. Iaaiaee iia yoe edeee idi aidiaiaecio niadoaeuii. Ioaeeea odaaoao, /oiau y aaae oaadaua oaiu. Acaid. Yoi iiidiaiaaii, io oaadauo oai oaiu oieuei danooo. ss eao adoaei iooai idaaeoaeunoai aunooiaao, eae, edoiiue eiieodaio, auadanuaay ia duiie iiiai aaoaaiai oeaaa. Yoei y iiieaeath oaiu. E oeaa o iaiy, ndaaieoaeuii n adoaeie idaaiaoaie, ia aidia. A yoi aeaaiia Ii ede/ao iie i aidiaiaecia ianoadieii. Anee au au iaienaee /oi-ieaoau ia yoii...
? Oidioi, y iaieoo... Ii iicaieuoa aan nidineou...
Ooo y nidinee aeaaiieiiaiaothuaai ia iaiii idaaiaoa, i eioidii y iiea n/eoath eeoiei danidinodaiyouny.
Neaaeo oieuei, /oi ooo iaoe iiaiey ianeieuei dacioeenu. A eiioa dacaiaida iu iadaoee e aoaouaio. Iaeucy aea aac yoiai...
? Eae au naaa idaanoaaeyaoa aoaouoth Dinneth? .. Iia aoaao oaiodaeeciaaia? [214]
— Ioithau iao... y naaa idaanoaaeyth Dinneth a aeaa oaeiai dyaa iaeanoae, eioidui aoaoo idaainoaaeaiu oedieea idaaa. Ia/aei yoiio ? aieinoiia cainoai, eioidia y aaiaeo a Eduio. Iioii ec aieinoiuo cainoa iaai nodieou oacaiua, a ea oacaiiai cainoaa ? iaeanoiua niadaiey.
? Anee oaea ia/oaou, oi ia/oaou... Eae au ioiineoanu e oiio, /oi eiaaa-oi daiuoa iacuaaeinu «caaadoaieai daoidi», oi anou, eae onoaiiayony ainoaadnoaaiiue nodie Dinnee?
? Aa ana aae aea. Eiaaa iaeanoe onodiyony, oiaaa aio io yoeo naiuo aieinoiuo eee oacaiuo niadaiee aoaoo iineaiu idaanoaaeoaee a eaeia-oi Iauadinneeneia Niadaiea, Aio iii e daoeo...
Ooo y nidinee i adoaii idaaiaoa, i eioidii iiea oiaea n/eoath eceeoiei danidinodaiyouny. Ooo iaoe iiaiey nioeenu.
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ss /oanoaiaae inodia iaidyaeaiea a ideaiiie. Adaiy idaaeoaeae ? yoi ia/oi, /ai ceioiiodaaeyou idinoi aacaiaeii... Iaai auei eii/aou yoio dacaiaid, ianiiody e aanu aai eioadan aey iaiy...
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ss ooae io aeaaeiia oniieiaiiue e aiadue. A yoii /aeiaaea /oanoaiaaeny oie aunieiai iaidyaeaiey. Aai ineoieiae/aneay yiadaey ianuuaea iedoaeaaooth ndaao e iaaeaeiuie idiaiaieeaie aioiaeea ai oao iano, aaa ia/aeinu iaiindaanoaaiiia aaenoaea. Yoa iaidaduaii aeadedothuay aiey, aada a naia aaei e eaaeinou, n eaeie ii ian ia naaa oyaeanou aeanoe, aeanoe, eioiday ia ideaaaeeaaea aai, a, iaiaidio, iedueyea, ? iie-oi e naaeaee yoi aaei oaadaeaiey Oaadeau, aaei, adaie/auaa n /oaaniui...
ss aniiiiee, eae a ia/aea yoiai aiaa, aua a Iaanna n A. I. Adaaiiediaui e A. A. Noaiaiiaui iu caaeaee «Aeiaaiia oiiadu» e eneaee /aeiaaea... Iu ieeiai ia iaoee oiaaa, ediia aaiadaea Adaiaaey, ii aaeuiaeoea niauoey iieacaee, /oi iao auaid aue idaaeeuiui. [215]
O daneduoiai ieia, ec eioidiai aeaia edaneaay naaanoiiieuneay aoooa, iu aanaaiaaee n A. A. Edeaioaeiui.
? Eiaaa iaiy idecaaee, y aoiae ia iaiii: oioy au eei/ie niodaieou, oioy au, /oiau einoe iie caeiiaee a donneie caiea, a ia aaa-oi oai... Eei/ie aey oiai, /oiau nianoe oece/aneoth aeeciu, nianoe anao oao, eiai ia aidacaee... Ia neaaeo, /oiau y i/aiu aadee a oi, /oi yoi oaanony... ss au e nianai ia aadee, anee au y ia aadee a /oaana... Ii /oai neo/eeinu... iu ia oieuei oaadaeaeenu. iu /oi-oi aaeaai, eoaa-oi ianooiaai... oi, /oi niaadoaiii daceiaeeaoaeny adiee aadoa ia naiii edaaoea iidy oaaeinu iaeoe a naaa neeu aey aicdiaeaaiey, ? yoi /oai... E /oi au ie neo/eeinu, y anaaaa aoao n/eoaou yoi /oaii...
Ii noae iadaie/aou. ss neacae:
? Yoi idaaaa... aaau a Dinnee auaaao... ii /oi aea aaeuoa?
? Aaeuoa... Idaaeaa anaai, aio /oi: iaia aoaadiey ia iiaeao aiaaaou n nidiea aaayouth. Iiyoiio, idaaeaa anaai, ia caduaaouny. Iaai anaaaa eiaou iadaa aeacaie noauao iaoeo idaaoanoaaiieeia. Aaieeei iiieii anyeeo adoaeo ide/ei, idaaeaa anaai, ia nidaaeeny n oaddeoideae. Iu ianooiaai nae/an, ii iiiiei ? memento Aaieeei.
? Anee oae, oi aaa aea idaaae ianooieaiey?
? Iaiaoiaeii aadaeaou oeaaiua daeiiu, oi anou, naaadiua oacau Oaadee.
? Iia eaaeaony, /oi oaadaeaou yoo eeieth ia oaanony... Aaau ianoiyuaai odiioa iao. Yoi ia oi, /oi aieia n iaioaie. Iiyoiio ian iaidaiaiii eee oaeaeoo ia naaad, eee niiioo e thao ai anoanoaaiiie adaieou...
? Aa, eiia/ii... Ii oeaa iai ioaeai... Danniaodeaaeoa yoi, eae aueaceo ca oeaaii... Aaau anee aieuoaaeee iacuaatho aaiadaea Adaiaaey «eduineea oaiii», oi neaaoao ideiyou oaeoeeo eduineiai oaia, eioidue neaae Eduio e aaeae iaaaae...
? Ii ceiiaaou a Eduio?
? Eiia/ii... E yoiio iaai auou aioiaui... Iaai aeaaou... [216]
— AEaaou, /aai? ..
? Iaii ec aaoo... Eee aieuoaaeee iinea anaaiciiaeiuo yaiethoee iadaeaoo ia iaueiiaaiiue ainoaadnoaaiiue nodie ? oiaaa, aineaaaoenu a Eduio ai oao iid, iiea iie, anee iiaeii oae audaceouny, ia iiioiaeyony, ? iiaeii aoaao n ieie dacaiaadeaaou. Yoi iaei eiiao...
Aanuia iaeiaadiyoiue... Adoaie eiiao, ? yoi oae, ianiiiaiii, e aoaao, ? iie aneaanoaea aioodaiieo ide/ei, ineaaatho ianoieuei, /oi iiaeii aoaao audaaou o ieo ec doe yoio ian/anoiue donneee iadia, eioidue a eo doeao aieaeai iiaeaioou io aieiaa... Aio ia yoio neo/ae iu aieaeiu auou, oae neacaou, iaaioiaa, /oiau adineouny ia iiiiuu... Ii aey oiai, /oiau yoi naaeaou, idaaeaa anaai, /oi iaai? Iaai «ada/o enoaeeny nai». Yoi /oi cia/eo? Yoi cia/eo, /oi ia: yoii eei/ea Caiee, a yoii Eduio, iaai onodieou /aeiaa/aneia aeeoua. Oae, /oiau ynii auei, /oi oai aio, ca /adoie, edaniue eaaae, a caanu, ii nath noidiio, ? dae ia dae, ai oae, /oiau ethae iiaee aeeou. N yoie oi/ee cdaiey aiidin «i iieeoeea» ideiadaoaao iadiiiia cia/aiea. Iu, oae neacaou, iiuoiia iiea, iieacaoaeuiay noaioey. Iaai, /oiau neaaa oea ooaa, a yoe inoaeuiua aoaadiee, ? /oi aio oai, a Eduio, o aaiadaea Adaiaaey, ethayi aeeaaony oidioi. N yoie oi/ee cdaiey aaaeiu e caiaeuiay daoidia e aieinoiia cainoai, a aeaaiia, ideee/iue aaieienodaoeaiue aiiadao.
? Ianeieuei yoi aai oaaaony? ..
? Ao, oaaaony aanuia ioiineoaeuii... Aaei a oii, /oi oaeanii odoaii daaioaou... idinoi ianoadieii... Ie/aai iao... Iiaeaoa naaa idaanoaaeou aaaiinou iaoadeaeuioth e aooiaioth, a eioidie iu aeeaai.
Aio o iaiy ia aeeeaoa yoa ioaiaeoa ideaiaeo iaiy a aaoainoai, ? y aoidoth iaaaeth ia iiao aa ideoeou. Iia naiiio iaeiaaa, a aieuoa iaeiio... Yoi y, aeaaa idaaeoaeunoaa, ? a oaeeo oneiaeyo. xoi aea inoaeuiua? Au ia niiodeoa, /oi ni noidiiu aieaa eee iaiaa ideee/ii, e ana eae ii-noadiio. Ia naiii aaea, iia yoii ediaony ieuaoa, e ai anai oae... Odeoeei eaooai ieeae iaeucy caieaoaou. Yoi iaia noidiia. A aooiaiay ? oaeay aea, oaeay aea aaaiinou a ethayo!.. [217]
Ii iiyou noae i/aiu iadaie/aou. Aa, iieiaeeoaeuii iaaeiieeinu /oi-oi a yoii /aeiaaea. Auaadaeeo ee? Eaaeaony, ia auaadaeeo...
? Ii ana-oaee eae-oi iu aadaeeiny, e /oi-oi iu aaeaai. Odaaaaey iaoa a oii, /oi o ian iaauiineiua niioiioaiey athaaeaoia aiaiiiai e adaaeaaineiai. Anee au iu ia aaee aieiu e auee idinoi iaeaiueei ainoaadnoaii, iia iacaaieai Oaadey, oi o ian eiiou noiaeeenu au. Hopiaeuiua danoiau o ian i/aiu iaaieuoea aeeee au. Ian enoiuaao aieia. Adiey, eioidoth iu niaadaeei, niaadoaiii iaiineeuia aey yoiai eei/ea caiee. E aio ide/eia, ii/aio iai iaai iadeiae/anee, oioy au iaaaaaie, auduaaouny...
? Ao, eeou au oieuei ia cadaaouny...
? Aa, aa, eiia/ii... ss aea aai neacae «memento Aaieeei»...
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Eoae (n iiae, ii edaeiae iada, oi/ee cdaiey) e aeaaeii e aai iiiiuiee dannoaeaatho niaadoaiii idaaeeuii. Ii oaanony ee ei? Oaanony ee oaadaeaouny, /oiau ia cadaaouny e, aaeay auiaa, ia iianoaaeou naay? Caanu odaaoaony i/aiu niaeia, ii i/aiu inoidiaeiia oaooiaaiea...
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Idioei ode aiy... Iu neaaee ia Ideiidneii aoeuaada... Auei oae, eae iiaeao auou a yoeo neo/ayo: noadoee nui ? Eyey ? oacaeae a iiee.
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Iadiao auei ouia... Oieia iadyaiay, edaneaay, ? any a aaeii, iadaeeaaeanu naiiethaothuaeny aeeaeinouth... E eacaeinu, /oi eoi-oi niadae nthaa, ia yoio edaneaue eei/ie caiee o iidy, eaeoth-oi aidiaoth ynnaioeth, ? «iaio neaaeeo aei», ? naiue «oeian», eae neacaee au o ian, a Iaanna.
xoi iidaceei iiiaeo a Naaanoiiiea ? yoi caidiaua, iadaoiayuaa a edanioo, aeaiuei.
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Iau/iay donneay eoeuoodiay oieia ? «eioaeeeaaioey», eae aiaideee ai adaiy xaoiaa, «aodaeoe», eae noaee aiaideou aianoa n Iaeneiii Aidueei, ? iidaaeaea naiae aieaciaiiinouth...
Daaei, daaei iiaeii auei anodaoeou ydeea edanee aac oneiaiinoe... Iau/ii yoi ana auee eeoa a «aeaeeuo oiiao»... aeaeeuo oiiao oneiaiiai iaodiadaaneiai ecyuanoaa, ? alias audiaeaai/anoaa... Nadi-aeaeoiaaoi-caeaiia, ? aio eieideo /aoianei-aeieianeie edaniou. Eeoadaoodiinou iaiad, iica ia ecuneaiiinou iaanoanoaaiiay aanaeinou, io eioidie adonoii, ? ana yoi oieuei iia/adeeaaei aeaaioth iaii/u aiaidaaoeo diaia e aeaaiideiadaoaiii-iada/aiiuo nouanoa...
Oi/o auou aadceei, oi/o auou niaeui. Oi/o iaaaeau n oaay nidaaou...
Ao, Aaeuiiio, ia iaai...
Ouiu ieceeo enoei iai aidiaea
Ian aicauoathuee iaiai...
E /aio iaiaaeaou oeeia, eciioaiiia, aieuiia...
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Caanu a Naaanoiiiea ia oi.
ssdei-ioeunedothuay aeeciu, iieiainou e caidiaua, iauoiuaathuea edanioo.
Aaau, oae oee adaee: iie iouneaee edanioo /adac caidiaua.
Ii ioeoaa caidiaua iinea anao yoeo oaeania, odao adoaiaaeia: Abdominalis, Exanthematicus, Eecurrens... Iinea aaneiia/iuo yaaeoaoee ? anao yoee ia/aeiaa/aneeo eeoaiee... Ioeoaa?..
I/aiu idinoi. Ana neaaia auiadei a oaeanao adaaeaaineie aieiu.
Inoaeenu naiua auiineeaua yecaiieydu, eioidua danoaaee caanu «iia auoaieai nieioa e iidy»
Edaneaay oieia iadaeeaaaony naiiaethaeaiii ynnaioeae, e oioaeinu au, /oiau iaeoi «ynoaoiue», ii ana aea oiiue, iaiiadaiaiii ainoidaeaiiue e ianiaoeeaue, neacae idi iaa noeoioaidaiea a idica...
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Iie nuiiauy noida/iu iaa. Iaeu/eeai ia idaaeony Naaanoiiieu.
Iieiainou ia iiieiaao eiiidiiennia aeecie. Oai, a Iaanna, ca iyou ianyoaa iie ideaueee e nodiainoe... anaaaa iieoaieiaiua, anaaaa ia idaaaea ieuaou, anaaaa a niaeiinoe, ? iie iao/eeenu eaaei auiineou ana yoi.
Ii ii/aio iie eaeeie-oi iaadoaeaethaiuie aeacaie niiodyo ia yoo ianiiiaiioth edaneainou?
Aa, ii/aio?..
Yoi o ieo niaadoaiii aanniciaoaeuii. Iie einoeieoeaii /oanoaotho, aieaeii auou, /oi iiea oai, ca aideuoeii Iadaeiia, eaaeeo iida ieuaou, yoiio ieaieoaeuiiio iieoinodiao iaeucy daciaaeeaaouny. Iaeucy, ? daii. Daii iioiio, /oi nodiaua niitho eciaaeaiiuo. Nodiauo iiaoo inoaiiaeou oieuei oa, eoi, anee ioaeii, ioeaaeoony io anaai «yoiai»....
A a yoie naiiaethae,iiie oieia /oanoaoaony, /oi iie ia niiaoo ioeacaouny... Aaaea iadaa oadicie niadoe.
Iaiy iaiiiaeei iidaceea, Edeia.. Aa neioac aue eaoaaide/aneee:
? Yoi ia oaadaeeony..
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Aua dac/a yoi ianodiaiey ieacaeinu a Eyea.
ss oaea ianeieuei dac aiaidee n iei ia yoii.
ss iadauae aai aieiaiea ia, oi, /oi oue ? anaaaa oue, /oi ioaeii ndaaieaaou Naaanoiiieu n Aeaoadeiiaadii e Dinoiaii.
E anee naaeaou yoi ndaaiaiea, oi ana idaeiouanoaa aoaoo ia noidiia Naaanoiiiey. AEeciu, idaaaa, oa/ao caanu ii noadidaaeeiiiio doneo, io e neaaa aiao... Iaai aea, /oiau ethae aeeee, a ia io/eeenu. Iaeucy oieuei,
/oiau auei aaciadacea, aacoaadaeiia iuyinoai e ana idi/aa. A yoiai iao.
Iaiaidio, ana i/aiu iiaoyiooi, oae iiaoyioou, eae aaaii ia auei.
Ii neooae ana yoi, niaeaoaeny ii ana aea auaadaeae Naaanoiiieu oieuei, ode aiy. Ii aio ia idaaeeny, aio oioaeinu a iiee. [220]
E ii ooae... Ooae, idinoeaoenu, idyii n yoiai edaneaiai aoeuaada, aaa iadyaiay oieia iadaeeaaea anaie edaneaie aeecie...
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....Oaaae iaiy a noai iiaeaathueo
Ca aaeeeia aaei ethaae...